
by Charles Schilling
Here I am.
Here I lie.
Here I stay,
And here I’ll die
Here I dwell
Here I hold;
Here I live
Or so I am told.
Here I think.
Here I’ll call.
Here I’ll stand,
And here I’ll fall.
Here in the quiet
I can think.
In this small quiet
Right before the brink.
Here is the silence
Of whom is my friend,
Yet no regards
Were sent in the end.
In this silence and fog
Forever shall I lie.
Here in this silence
Shall I finally die.
So, here I sit
Upon my twisted throne,
Where nothing else lies
But I alone.
So, here I remain
So deep in thought.
Here I stay,
Where finality is sought.
And to you who know
How great was my desire,
To lie in exile,
To lose my fire;
To mellow out,
Dull my ire,
To you I say
A job well done.
I have hidden away,
And you have won.
I am not gone,
Simply given up.
Watching and watching
You drink from your cup.
Building my clarity,
Page by page.
Seeking redemption.
Burying my rage.
Long gone are the books.
Changed is the fire.
Cold are the embers,
And gone is the pyre.
I no longer hear,
I no longer see,
But in the end I know
That my demon was me.
And I fought all day,
And I fought all night,
To try and come back
And win that fight.
But try what I may,
But try what I might,
I knew it would end
And extinguish my light.
But I don’t need a light
To find my way,
And I don’t need a fire
To give a new day.
I don’t look for fire,
And I don’t look for glee.
I will take back my eyes
So I can begin to see
Without your haunting
Of
my
Memory.

I am delighted to spotlight a poet who happens to be a former student of mine. I had the privilege of teaching Charles during his high school years. He is a gracious and brilliant young man. I am certain I learned more from him than he ever did from me. Being the kind and humble person he is, I am sure he would disagree. I taught senior English and dual enrollment. In that role, I had the privilege of choosing two students of English for recognition at the end-of-the-year award ceremony. I selected Charles as one of the outstanding students from his class. I was proud to nominate Charles and honored to write a speech about his accomplishments and standout performance in my honors class.
Poet Bio: Charles Schilling is an Undergraduate Student attending Arizona State University currently finishing degrees in History and English Literature. Though he remains yet unpublished, he has been writing poetry and stories prolifically for the last decade. His poetry covers thoughts and feelings ranging from day-to-day circumstances to deep questions of introspection often asked by the self. He plans on publishing his collected work in the near future and intends on becoming a teacher of History and English within Secondary Education.

Thank you in advance for sharing your thoughts about the poet’s work. I know Charles will enjoy reading your feedback. He certainly read (tolerated) enough of mine! 😁 Charles selected the music: Claude Debussy’s, “Claire de Lune.” A beautiful score that complements the tone of his poem quite nicely. It was a treat collaborating with him. Thank you for visiting and reading. Be well. 💗 Michele
Featured Photo: by fran_kie
© 2022 Michele Lee Sefton
Amazing poem by Mr. Schilling! 👏👏Deep; stirring; profound and honest. With great imagery thrown in. 😁Thanks for sharing Michelle! 😁
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Thank you, Ken! I agree. It is my pleasure to share the work of a special poet and future teacher. I will nudge Charles later to read feedback about his poem. 🙏🏻
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An excellent piece of work. Bravo.
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Awww Michele, what a wonderful, soul-stirring poem and even more special that it is a poem by one of your former students. How divine! I applaud you for recognizing him on your platform. This is a clear example of what type of caring teacher you are and continue to be.
Sending you much love my dancing queen of a teacher. 💃🏽🎵👯♂️💝💃🏼🎶 I appreciate how you continue to encourage and inspire your students and those of us who you touch in your online orbit. 🌎🪐🌍 Have a magical, FANtabulous day girlfriend. 🥰💖🤗🌺😍
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I am so grateful for your presence and your feedback, Kym. I am sure Charles will be too. He is a talented writer, in many ways. Thank you for your thoughtful words and for all the positivity you share with the world. 🙏🏻💖🤗
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Oh Michele my Belle, thank you for the love you share and for the thoughtful things that you do. With mutual admiration, I appreciate you my dancing queen! Muah! 😊💋😍💖😘
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This is a wonderful poem! I love how powerful it is and how smoothly it flows.
It is always a delight to see kind and supportive teachers, such as yourself, bringing out the best in your students and rooting for them to be successful in life. This is such a wholesome post, Michele. 😊💕
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I appreciate you taking the time to offer poetry feedback for Charles. Thank you for expressing your enthusiasm, support, and meaningful thoughts. 🙏🏻 I feel the same about your creative poems, poetess Aaysid. ✍🏼 I am honored by your words. 😊💖
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It is my pleasure. 💕😊
You are too kind, Michele.😊 Thank you so much for your support. I appreciate your feedback on my poems. It means a lot to me.
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You are most deserving. I enjoy and appreciate your unique and creative voice!
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I am grateful, Michele.😊
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An excellent piece of work. Bravo.
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Thank you!
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What a wonderful poem! Thank you for sharing this, and spotlighting the work of a talented poet, Michele 🙏❤️
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Thank you, writer publisher Ingrid! On the poet’s behalf, I am grateful for your support and hope this feature will encourage him to share more of his reflective poetry. 😊🙏🏻💖
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You are welcome to give him my contact details when he gets to the stage of seeking a publisher! 😊
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Wonderful! Will do. 😊 Thank you.
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I enjoyed this. It would be lovely to have audio or video of Charles reading his poem.
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I am so glad you did! Thank you, Alanna. 😊 Having Charles read the poem aloud is a wonderful idea! His reading voice is outstanding!
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Stunning poem, thanks for sharing “spotlight Charles’s work”
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Agreed! Thank you for visiting and commenting. 🙏🏻
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Thanks for featuring his work to a wonderful poet Michelew and budding teaches which is a gift to all! You have a gift and we can’t wait to follow your progress!
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Sharing his work is a treat for me, too. Thank you for being here and supporting him. Greatly appreciated, Cindy. 🙏🏻 How sweet you are! You are a gift. 💝
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I can only imagine Michele! You’re so welcome. it’s a pleasureI do hope he reads all of the comments! 💖 awww thanks
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Such an amazing poem written ‘lifting the Fog ‘ by your such a talented Student 👩🎓 🌷🙏
Full of freedom and truth of life , beautiful 💐I’m so much enjoyed your lovely lines and grace
wishes to your loving Student and Thank you for sharing 🌷🙏♥️😊🌷
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Freedom and truth. Well said, Thattamma. 💐 Thank you! Charles is a talented person, yes. 🙌🏼 Have a beautiful day lovely lady! 🌞
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Thank you so much for so lovely comment message 🌷🙏👍🏻🌷
Same wishes and “All The Best “ always 🌷♥️😊👏
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A very beautiful poem!!
Keep sharing.
Glad to know about your student and his poem. Great job 👏🏻
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Thank you so much for offering your encouragement to Charles. Very kind of you, Devang. 🌞
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Thank you for sharing his work Michele and I love how you both appreciate and learn from each other. You have a wonderful way with others and it shows.
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I cherish your comment. 💞 Thank you so much. 🙏🏻
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What loveliness. The poem is stupendously brilliant. Precise. I adored it. This is a lovely collaboration indeedy. Thanks for sharing and all the best to this amazing young man who I know will go places— such talent. Very smart. And so handsome too. His kindness shows and that makes him soooo handsome to me. All the best, Charles.
And to his teacher, kudos… xoxo
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Selma, your generous and thoughtful comments are most appreciated. Thank you for your kind heart and for recognizing the kindness in Charles. 😊 He will surely go places, yes! The best to you, too! Thank you for the beautiful poems you share with the world! ✨
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Great post!!! Really Sweet of you to share this with us! Please encourage Charles to start a blog on WP. Would love to see his other works!! 😉😁💕🌹
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A wonderful comment. Thank you very much! Great idea! I will be sure to mention it to him. 🙏🏻
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Good luck to this brilliant, thoughtful young man. I felt the gloom and hopelessness expressed in much of the poem, then was happily surprised by the sudden hopeful turn the poem took. Makes me think that the life memories must have been hard and to put them behind and look toward the future offers hope to the poet. Very moving. I’ll buy his book when it comes out.
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Thank you for sending Charles support and encouragement, and for offering to buy his future books. I appreciate your summary of his poem. 🙏🏻
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Absolutely wonderful.
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It is a special post. Thank you, Nico. 😊
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Blessings.
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A beautiful poem!! Thank you for sharing this wonderful poet and his work – how precious he was your student!
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I concur! Thank you, Pragalbha, for visiting and sharing kind feedback. 🙏🏻
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You must feel so proud of how far he’s blossomed! 😀 Wonderful poetry from him & hope he goes far in his future work! 👏
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It is a great honor to catch up with former students and learn about what they are up to and what their future goals are. This time of year is particularly meaningful, when I see photos of former students graduating from college. So, yes I am very proud of Charles. I know he will make a valuable impact in the teaching profession, or wherever life takes him. He is a remarkable human. 🌟 Thank you very much for being here and for sharing your encouraging thoughts!
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So talented, he writes from the soul and that is not as easy as it may seem. He had a great mentor in you. From his writings you can tell he has a brightness about him that will take him far.
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Thank you for recognizing his ability to write in that fashion. He is a deep-thinking person. Thank you, but all the credit goes to him. A wonderful comment. 💖
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born dying
not to ask why
cradle to grave
immortal soul to save
new Jerusalem
sacrosanct heaven
where bread is unleaven
chorus
to highest God
three in one
ultimate mystery
for all yet none to see
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I am not sure how this relates to my poetic spotlight, but thanks for the visit.
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not all things need to be relatable. in other news trump s down fall is imminent and pope st son tom is mad. whopee lock him up!
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We need more teachers like you, Michele! Students love this kind of teacher-student interaction. This is a wonderful poem, and I hope he succeeds with his work.
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Thank you, Dawn. Your comment makes me smile. I am grateful for my years in the classroom. Challenging years. Rewarding too. I am honored to have connections to some amazing young people. It is wonderful to watch them make their way in this (crazy) world. Thank you very much for supporting Charles with your kind words. 🙏🏻
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My pleasure!
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This is so touching. Thanks for sharing! I’m a teacher (not even 10 years in). I can’t wait to reconnect with students once they are older – such an amazing thing… it might be a while though since I teach elementary school. 😂
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Thank you for reading and sharing that you are a teacher. How wonderful! It is a joy to watch their journey – made manageable with social media. The last few weeks have delivered many smiles, looking at college graduation photos online. Always a treat to see! Before you know it, your little ones will be grown-up ones! 😊 Thank you, teacher Anna. Best to you! 💐
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Are you still currently teaching?
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My teaching looks different these days. I co-facilitate narrative therapy workshops (online) with author Sandra Marinella, author of The Story You Need to Tell. Writing with the purpose of bringing healing to participants, through their personal writing.
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That’s awesome!!
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It is rewarding. Thank you, Anna. 🌻
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Wonderful poem
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Very nice! Thank you for supporting Charles, Dr. Chandra.
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How very nice to recognize your former student Charles by sharing his unique and interesting poem.
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Very nice of you to visit and recognize a special young man, future teacher. Thanks, Dwight!
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It is wonderful that you were there to ecourage and support his talents.
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Thank you, Dwight. I really appreciate it. 😊
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You are welcome!
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This is epic! Wow 😮 just wow 😮
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Yes! He is a talent. Thank you for visiting and commenting. 😊
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A great piece of work. Thank you for publishing these words here.
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Much gratitude to you, David, for taking the time to read and comment. 🙏🏻
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